I am Shilpi, a school teacher and a mother of a 2 months old baby.
I think after pregnancy my body has started producing huge number of oxytocin ( happy hormones) 😍because I am always happy these days , I see this angelic face and all my worries are gone. I remember lying on the hospital bed and thinking how am I gona take care of this angel , I had never hold a baby before, I was scared , all kind of thoughts kept hovering in my mind , what if I end up harming the baby ..what if I am unable to hold her head.
I still remember how my husband and I spent whole night searching ‘ how to burp a new born ‘ . After endless videos we could manage to give her one .
Today, when I have become a mother I recall gone days when I use to call my mother ‘chintamani’ as she was a paranoid always worrying whether I ate or not, reached to work or not etc. one day I asked her why do u worry so much MA , she smiled and said “ MA Bano gi tab samjho gi “ today I see myself turning into another chintamani thinking whether my baby is getting enough milk . Why she is sleeping so much why she is not sleeping why hasn’t she pooped god knows what else. But each day I am overcoming all my fears and learning to do the best. I thank babychakra for helping me out in every possible ways and for also giving me an opportunity to be a part of creators club. Everyday I look forward to those news feeds, articles specially those customised one where it says your Baby is now 60 days or so. I just love to read it. Everyday there is new learning and as it says knowledge pays best when shared. So with this notion I will be sharing my experiences with you all with the hashtag #misthimomdiaries @khushboo Chouhan