Its a long post and i just want to brag my heart out here..
Though having a baby is a beautiful blessing but its tiring and irritating when you jist put your baby off to sleep and the baby wakes up again. When you just fed her and changed her diaper and she poops and is hungry again.
When she just doesn wanna sleep at nighy and is wide awake keeping me awake too.
When my breastfeed is not enough and i have to top feed her equally.
Its just been 15 days of motherhood and i keep reminding myself this too shall pass. I have no help except my jaapa maid who will go after a month. I dont know what i will do if i dont get a full time maid.
I am damn irritated. Dunnoe when will i get to sleep through the night again. I have my brother in law's marriage lined up. Baby will be too small. I hope i be a good mother and i am able to tackle her.
I lack patience which is very much needed when it comes to handling a baby.
God and friends please help me and keep motivating me so that i can handle my baby my kaira with all affection without getting irritated and frustrated..