I have not been very much active on the app as compared to my pregnancy days where i use to pen down watever problems i had and in return got so helpful replies from my fellow family members.
In the last 5 months (dec to till) my life journey was like a roller coaster. I went through what I wish niether of my friend or enemy goes through.
it was dec.15 th me my husband and bhumit were travelling by our car my husband was driving and suddenly he said "malvika i am not able to see " I said (what anyone will say ) " are you joking please drive properly"
He suddenly put on the brakes and said i am not joking its serious
For a while i was shocked holding a 8 months old baby with no where to go all things running into my mind what should i do where should i go whom should i call.
Luckily , we were near a government hospital (reputed in chandigarh) went there to see a doctor. Putting me in a confused mode he referred my husband in emergency to PGI chandigarh (many of you must know this hospital) Again,same thoughts running on my mind what when where and how?
Alone holding bhumit with my husband went to pgi they did certain tests follwed by a CT scan BRAIN.
I was not prepared for what doctors said to me " call your elders where are they "
I was like please altleast tell me what had happened to my husband.
My legs were shiverring and i was numb after listening that my husband was suffering from "cortical vein thrombosis" (form of a brain haemorrage) in simple terms 2 nerves blockage and bleeding in 1 nerve in the brain and he has lost his 75% of his vision.
After his operation and 2 months of severe treatment he is still recovering
We were lucky that his problem was diagnosed on time and started with the treatment otherwise i dont know what would have happened .
Amongst all these ups and downs sitting and writing this post i am realising we have missed how bhumit is growing we missed his milestones. I dont know when he started crawling say ba ba bo bo started to stand holding things and walking. I tried to manage to be a good wife and a good mother but in becoming a good wife i missed being a good mother.
i am happy that my husband is recovering now but i regret being not available for my bhumit everytime.
i have to write and tell many things what all happened in between these 5 months but i will become a very very long post.
Just wanted to share my feeling what i underwent these last months.
Now, just waiting for my bhumit to turn 1 on this 7th.
Thankyou for taking out time to read this ..
love you all!!!
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