Am I mommying better?
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There’s always this pretty little question running through my mind when the day comes to an end...am I doing it better as a mom each day? Did I give my best today? Was I too occupied with chores and didn’t give her time?..I have done nothing good to make her happy today. I was feeling low & outta my mind..I didn’t do my job as a mom in a good way..(sigh!)
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I woke up ran errands, made her bathe, prepared her nutritious & healthy meals, made her do educational as well as fun activities, spent time cuddling with her, danced with her, gave her favourite extra chocolate & cookie, gave screen time on demand, hugged her consoled her when she didn’t get my attention..did everything possible yet..am I still mommying better?
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I spent the whole evening doing painting with her, played her favourite rhymes on speaker, gave her favourite pancake snack to eat, talked to her, laughed with her, made her do planned activities yet...when I look back at what all I did today laying in bed..I still think..am I mommying better?
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Few guilts popping infront of my eyes..Oh I didn’t come to her when she wanted to play with me..Oh I scolded her when she wasn’t ready to come out of bathroom after bathing..Oh I even didn’t listen to her because I was busy on a call..Oh no I didn’t make her favourite okra fry today..Oh I didn’t do this...Oh no I didn’t do that..
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Am I still mommying better?
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Am I still being a good mommy?
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Am I? Am I..?
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