anything can make me upset...i am not able to handle the things which are coming into my life..ita like m running out of patience now a days... carrer home baby...cant focus on anything... m stuck in the middle of nowhere.. its just so frustrating to see myself in this position... cant concentrate on Ccareer.. feels like everyone is looking down on me... due ti this frustration  m not able to take gud care of my child i feel... i used to blame it on ppd but its more than that... i am not able to handle the fact that i wont be able to achieve whatever i had decided earlier...cant explain how much necessary my career is for me... its not that i want to prove myself or i want money... i want to regai3 my selg confidence... which seems to be impossible now n i m feeling like i cant raise a gud human being in this situation... i love my child bt...  m just stuck