Every mother teaches to her child to fight every problem,as like that my mother also teaches me to put a brave face in hurdles.

This story begins from my pregnancy.when I knew that I was pregnant,I &my hubby and all my relatives were happy.Many physical changes came in that journey.My hubby almost lived outside because of financial problem.I spent many nights alone to think to be better future.

Days gone & gone and one night came as a labour pain.I was happy & in pain also.I went to my doctor & doctor said that there was no possibility to save baby.I was very said but I firmly believed that my baby would be ok. After 3hours of continuing to pain my baby came out from my vagina. When I heard first voice of my baby "uuvaa uuvaa" I took a long breath.i &all members were happy.Everything was going on well but sudden what happened with me I don't know.

After 12days of my delivery something happened with me that I still don't know.

I was in hospital and when I opened my eyes, I saw my mother in front of me .I asked her what happened with me ,why I am here? Many questions were in my mind. My mom told me that I was there from 5days &was in ICU.i could not move a little finger.My mother also wanted to know what happened with me.i said I don't know, because I still don't know what happened?my mom &papa there until I was discharged.There was many argumets between my in-laws and my parents.My mother did full care of me.she didn't let me alone any time there.my mom &dad put my fingers of both hands & taught me how to walk.

When I discharged I came to my parents house with them.Next day my baby came to me with my hubby.my parents cared me &my baby well.

After some days when I was almost recovered, sitting in sunrays with my baby& also cut his nails.I was thinking that why all that happened to me and remembered all that argument &all ,I blamed myself& decided that I should suicide.then every problem would be solve.But suddenly my baby shouted ,his one nail cut very much and a little blood came out .I was very tence that time & called Mom that what happening from me. My mother cared him .At that time I realized that what the value of own child .

I m also a child of my parents, what would they feel when I sucide.Every parents gives birth their child only one time but my parents gave me two times only for that .No. I will be fight and also will find out that what was happened. My baby gave a big lesson to me .

I don't know that my story is inspiring or not but I only want to say that many problems comes and we think to sucide ,but it is not the solution of every problem.As our child is everything for us, like that we also childrens of our parents and also everything for them.