Friends I need help! Feeling very very low emotionally physically mentally from past 1 week. Not going anywhere because of pollution. Husband busy in his work. No one at home to talk to. Mil busy with tv and I don’t get along well with her too. My mom has dementia so i feel stressed from her front also. Can’t see her condition and miss her soo much. Sometimes, i feel like leaving everything and going to Himalaya’s . Someplace where i can be away from everyone and just be myself. I love my baby a lot. I waited for him for 15 yrs and now instead of being getting happy inferl worried about him . Because of my age i think he will feel awkward in s school bcoz all his frdz will hv young parents , what will happen as we will age , we won’t hv that much energy to run around or do something for him!!!! Oh gosh , what all is going in my mind. I keep telling myself to think positive do exercises eat well but when it comes to doing it i feel sooo low that end up crying frustrated and angey only. I get up from the bed thinking mei ab kab rest karungi ? Pls suggest what should i do ?