Going thru emotional change.. List mother at teenage, and grw up with family that broke after my bros marriage. Baby was born early that led me to deep depression n other issues. Lost father last year who was everything to me.. My husbands behaviour is worst of worst since last three years.. Ovetcoming this things every time but stuck up now.. Feel like going in deep depression. Average of worst quarrels is three times in a week, even breaking down in office made others realize my condition. I want to be loved and take care of my child. Want to come out of this bad marriage where husband moods changes with his temperanents.. He dominates and says unnecessary things like Tu mere tukde pe palti hai.. Wagera.. After long emotional harrasements I feel lonely broken.. I want to come out of this marriage. I love my child he us three years.. M working but the job us temporary . Have no one who can love me.. Parents left to heaven. No sis no rekatives. Only friends at far. A strong urge to be loved by some one to grow up again is rising since some days. I know this society doesn't accept single mother or mother who doesn't have support from. Mauka. But it's better to think of living then going for sucidal thoughts . Need inputs m lights