I am going to ask and share something which I have not shared with anyone till now. Since I feel I have found an unseen family here..I would like to share with you all

"I have become pregnancy phobic"

My pregnancy was a roller coaster ride..which included..amniocentesis...waiting for its results was the most difficult time...then low Amniotic fluid...intravenous amino acid infusions...5times...insufficient placental function and then intrauterine growth retardation..This leads to low baby birth and then PPD..I was treated with batch flower therapy. It took me 3 months to become a normal human being.

N now whenever I see a pregnant woman...I have this weird sinking feel...I feel afraid...horrified...and what not.

Can anyone help me in this...I want to come over this feel

Otherwise m a very happy person.