I am having one of those days where I am done being strong. The heartache is too much to bear and the pain of missing my baby today cannot be put in words. Ya it's mothers day and yes I am a mother with a child in heaven but it's just so brutal and unkind of God to have me as a mother alive without my child on mothers day. I don't know where to express this and to whom. Definitely not my husband he has been through a lot and I need to show him am strong but I am a human too and I feel weak on special days like these. I don't want any sympathy I just need to vent. I rarely do