I was always surrounded with people who loved and cared for me.  I  come from a nuclear family and  I  am the pampered one.  I have  2 elder sisters and a  younger brother.  I was always forgiven for my mistakes.  I have lived in hostel,  PG  and shared apartment, everyone was always loving and people always found me to be a  loving and caring person.  When I was 26 years old I took an overdose of sleeping pills because I was very depressed all I wanted was to get married and live happily ever after with  someone who would accept me with my heart  condition but nobody was willing to. After I survived the attempt I learned to live happily with my life.  I shifted to Delhi in 2010 and I was introduced to  my hubby as a  prospective partner  by his cousin's wife who is my  Mamaji's friend's sister.  We got married but my dream of living happily ever after was shattered  because  of  my hubby's  Bhabhi who is very abusive.  She behaves nicely before everyone else  when nobody is around she misbehaves big time.  It hurts a lot.  Thing's will be fine for couple of months once my husband talks to his brother after couple of months its the same story again.  From past one year I am suffering from PCOD  and we are trying for another child  but nothing works.  I have been suffering from mood fluctuations,  depression.  I tried my best to overcome it but nothing helped.  Today I went to see a counsellor it wasn't easy to make that decision  but I had to for my Princess.  All I want to say is that if you suffer from depression and you can't overcome it please seek professional help.  When I told couple of my friends about the whole situation they were like how can anyone even misbehave with you,  you are so loving.