its my first pregnancy nd my husband voluntarily opted for this remote nd hilly area for getting transfered to. nd if evwr i ask or say why dis he opted this place where facilities are not that much good as in plane areas. he gets angry. i still haven't got the answer y did he asked for this place??? he was asked by his senior where he wud like to get transferred to. he cud have asked for any other place in this country. I don't know what he has in his mind. i m all alone here. this place people everything is different here. nobody's to look after me or even ask how i m doing....i am thinking not to conceive again. atleast for 5 years. untill i see clear signs that he also wants baby else i would never ever conceive again be it a girl or boy doesn't matters for me. nd bcoz i m not cmfrtble here in this place i m thinking to go to my mother's home with my baby when he/she ll be 6 months. this is so frustrated, disgusting nd disappointing thing that i m feeling from my husband's end.