#momathon2

Super throwback to ur first day outside mummy' belly...the sound of ur first cry still echoes in my head sometimes... i always knew it was a boy and was super delighted to have u in my life... u look like you are still trying to adjust to the fact that there is an outside world where u had to eventually land up...

Hubby n i came back from what looked like the final checkup before the baby's grand entrance...doc observed the bleeding n tell us to admit in the hospital with our hospital bags packed with all gender-neutral baby stuff in it... hubby n i stayed there at night n we didnt slept the whole night, the next morning doctor decided to induce me artificially for birthing,which despite of reading soo much about the pregnancy over internet..i had no idea about..anyway,my gynae inserted a pill in my body and that was it...we now just had to wait for the pains to begin...woohoo!! In few hours the baby will be out n we will leave this crazy hospital like a happy family OR NOT... it was afternoon, we were still just waiting..the baby was causing more drama than ever... i was induced again(intravenous) which caused slight pains to begin,nothing major...after sometime my water starts to breaks down....slowly pains get started n after few hours im dying.... pains getting worse...and the next few hours was series of listening puuuussshhhhh PUUUUSSSSHHHHHHH...and me screaming.. i can't able to bare that horrible pains.... all of my nurses are helping me to push the belly.... n i suddenly screaming like no , i dont want this stupid delivery... what girl's life is this...get lost all of u... i cant bare these pains...please save me from these horrible pains...i want cesarean... i was out of my control n beat all my nurses n my doctor too.... my doctor begin to scold me like hell... i didnt cooperate with my doctor....finally had cesarean....finally 30th may 2017, my little man made his grand entry...if there is one feeling that will go on with me till i die,,it will be that moment..did my mom also do this for getting me in to this world??why did i never consider this before??it was the most beatiful little guy i had ever seen...like a little bud of rose...🌷blush pink n crazy like me, screaming on top of his lungs,without taking break...my doctor in the room put him on my chest n he stopped to cry... i still getting butterflies thing about that moment...how someone who enters your life at such a later stage simply claims every wonderful feeling u ever had to itself... did someone says all good things come in small packages..., yes, they do!!

It was not until i touched him, i knew what heaven could feel like.... ❤