#mommytakeover

Struggle continues... i was diagnosed with almost non functional placenta....week 30 (baby 1.3kg)

ANXIETY...all such situation lead me to hyperanxiety and I was advised flower batch therapy ( homeopathy) at week 31..which my gynae denied...I sensed an unknown fear 24*7....being alone at home
💖💖💖💖My husband decided to call my mom. She reached pune at my place from delhi on 15th march. 💖💖💖💖
I really don't know what striked her..she started giving me liquid diet....

👀👀15th March to 30th march****

I went through hyperanxiety to such an extent that I had nausea while seeing food or even thinking about baby.
😢😢My mind was making me believe; that my baby will not survive😢😢
My mom kept giving me liquid diet...even chapati in dal ( mixed) lauki tori..juices...every 2hrs. She planned my meal and kept giving me positivity.

I was happy being with my mom and she left on 30th March.
😀😀😀my usg was scheduled on 31st March....week 32 and baby turned out to be 2kg ( even Dr was surprised to see a gain of 700gm in 15 days). And afi was 8;;;; 😀😀😀
😡my Mil came on 31st March nd promised; my huby that she will tc of me. She due to lack of knowledge messed up my food plans and in those 15 days there was only 50gm increase in baby's weight and afi went down to 5.5 again😳

😍😍my mom came again on 13th april😍😍

👰👰my baby girl was born on 14th April via a c sec due to low afi . She weighed 2kg 50gm; (week 36) afi was all time low 4.👰👰
😯she was too weak to suck milk and was put on formula. My milk came on day 3. I was producing more than 100 ml per expression and was giving to baby.

This is when Dr.; Told after 15 days that she is not gaining weight and was put 70%fomula and 30% bm.

My anxiety has now turned to ppd.

My mom was trying hard but due to interference of my Mil she felt frustrated. I suffered from loosemotion for 4 days and never was able to produce enough milk for my baby. She was a mixed feed till 6 months. I tried everything...methi lauki tori pani....sonth laddoos. ..what not...nothing helped..

😡my mom again left on 30th April and left my Mil to tc of me...😡

She slept whole day...gave me fridge cool food...forgot to give medicines to my baby. Since I had a c sec...she messed up everything again.

😠she told me to keep feeding and it will increase bm...she forced me to keep my baby cry saying...ziddi hai ladki..ro k piegi

..roney de....she stopped her malish and fidnt givw her bath. I had to gire help for that. (She wanted pota)I shouted at my huby a lot on 18th may...asked her to send her mom back. My baby 50 days (weight 2.500gm) and I went to delhi with my baby ( my huby left me there for a long stay 3 months and told my Mil...not to call me home (my sasuraal is also in delhi).

💕I had complete freedom to stay with my maa💕

Pic...my baby with maa in delhi. 2 months completed
And then magic happened.....wait for next post😊