My journey to become a mommy was no less than a roller coaster ride. Unlike many females I had complications but it was more of the mind over body.
I had a sudden miscarriage at 6.5months in my first pregnancy. Sudden because everything was going just perfect till then and then all of a sudden in one of the doctor visits I realised that my baby is no more. I was highly shattered at that time and couldn't bear the loss. What was more difficult was to deal with the pity every one had for me.It's like I am being judged for not being able to a carry a life within me. I started changing as a person and became even desperate to get pregnant again. But motherhood is not something which one should take up out of sheer desperation or in order to prove to the world that you are as normal a woman as anyone else is. It's a big responsibility and needs to be doned with patience and care.
Thankfully with time and with my family's support I understood that both my body and mind need time to heal and with stress and anxiety I definitely cannot make a Happy baby.
Fast forward 7-8months i sae those two pink lines again and by god's grace all went well till my rainbow baby was born and now #mylilmonkey ensures that I don't sit for a minute also 😂
Definitely couldn't have asked for more and cannot thank god enough for bringing Samarth into my life ❤️.
30 Sep 2019
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V PB
Beautiful name Samarth ! Can't imagine what u mst have gone through, u r strong Mother :) Keep up the spirit !
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30 Sep 2019