Please help me I am in 9 month and my due date is near I am so stressed and depressed I hv made mistake and iam undergoing in lot of troubles, before 8months I hv made mistake I hv kept jewellery and spend lot of money and this has results in 1000000 I spend on household things clothes parlour fr my daughter I was working too bt I left job bcz of pregnancy this is my 2nd pregnancy thode ke liye interest badhta gaya and now from 4days this secret has been came front from outside and my mom, relatives knows about this being a woman I am in this phase she is not understanding me she uses harsh words if she BEATS also I can tolerate but I can't listen to her words from 2nights I am unable to sleep and this is harming my baby I hv decided to tell my husband I am scared my mom only dint support me how he will in this condition I am from my childhood I hv suffered alot due to this behaviour now so I hv decided to go away by I hv 5yrs daughter, and since from 10yrs I am staying my husband also never supports me he brings food and all bt he never gifted me anything nor one day he said he loves me nor he uses me to cook too look after his house children and for sex purpose and from 8months I was not working he is not giving money he gives only fr hospital and he never comes fr appointment nor for my daughter school meetings I hv suffered alot and decided to keep jewellery and I was spending out so know thinking of all this I hv come to situation that I will suicide