So, she is always like that. Can never stay happy. Anyhow she finds something to repulse about. Everything goes fine and suddenly she passes a sarcastic comment about anyyything from annny corner of the world.😂😅 Because as I told you she just finds out something to make the ambience go fiery. But on the top of that what made me feel worst was my husband's changed attitude. He was initially very balanced about how he should take his mom's "tantrums". He always tackeled it in a correct way but then things changed and he started behaving absurd with me and kind of started taking his mom's side. Literally. And this has now got permanent. Things aren't going well as earlier between two of us. He is so much busy with his mom, brothers, bhabhis life. Things have got just totally changed. Now, I have decided to focus on myself and be a little selfish rather making others feel comfortable by taking a back seat for myself. I haven't discovered myself yet and I know there's so much to discover and thrive upon. I still have to grow a lot. There's lot of things that I have to experience in my personal life. And the biggest thing is that I haven't made my parents feel proud of me till now. I know they don't think like I should pursue a career to make them feel happy or proud but I feel that I should do. So, instead of trying to ask him to understand me or blah blah blah I would now value myself the most and then would consider being a wife. So that my husband would also get to understand that how he treated me was wrong. I have to prove myself to him and to the rest of the world around me.

Right now the place where I am is a hilly remote area so there's no opportunity for me to do anything in order to make my career. If I also start teaching I don't have anybody to look after my daughter at home and daycare culture is not available here at all. So, I can just wait for our transfer from here and then I ll be all set to pursue my career. I really miss my job days. They were truely happy days of my life and I want to live them again if not forever then at least a little more (till I can do it).

So friends just wish me luck that I get what I am dreaming for. 😄😊 How many of you also want to pursue your career after marriage and/or becoming mom? Do lemme know about you too in the comments 👇

Thank you so much for being with me. ❤
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@Priya Sood @Khushboo Chouhan