There are days when I sit down in contemplation and think about my own life. You know the regular yada yada? Where it is headed and stuff? So then , today I realise that as much as I live in the present and I know everything is a phase and will pass. *Disclaimer: this post might sound like a rant!
I am a mother but that is just a PART of who I am. My whole existence does not revolve around just that.
Does that mean I ignore my baby or love him any less? No! But I will NOT live with the guilt of wanting more.
💞I DO want some time off now and then! Just for a casual stroll or more or to be someone else, a carpenter maybe? Or a truck driver? ANYone!
💞 I want and I desperately want a glass of wine! So much so that I could kill for it . . Okay not that much but I want!
💞On some days , I can't wait to wean baby off of BM! Simply because I am tired of breastfeeding all night! Yes even at nearly 10 months he's been feeding in the night ! STILL *Groan groan*
💞 I am sick of going through bloating, PMS every month but no chums! Either your in or your out, what is this hanging in the middle business eh buddy ? What is with that?
Urrrgghhh this post is making me want to turn towards my tub of ice cream and you know what that is EXACTLY what I will do.
Go eat ice cream in peace !
☮️ out! Good dreams good dreams here to stay . . Bad dreams bad dreams go away! Rant over !!