Please be kind. I have mustered a lot of courage to even open up and be honest. so do not judge me and give me your practical advise. Do understand my point of view too! So here it goes.
I felt like leaving my daughter behind to be able to find myself. I have done a lot and just done for others all my life and ignored my desires and my dreams. I feel I have no identity of my on now and I just want to leave everything behind and create an identity for myself. I need to do it soon else I will break down. my daughter is three years old now and is a happy and healthy kid of mine. I am in a complete dilemma. I love her to bits but am scared of leaving her. I don't even know how my husband will react to this. I just want to leave everything and do what I want to do right now i.e.