5 Confessions Of A New Mom

 

I wanted to make this post as anonymous, as I have been known for my strength and people often refer to me as Bold Becca. But then I decided against it, because I want to be genuine here. I'm sure most of you all have gone through what I'm going through.

Is giving birth a joyful experience?
NO!

Was I ready, though I was given 2 weeks time to get prepared for my C Section?
NO!

How did I enter the Operation theater?
CRYING

Did I act brave inside the theatre or even tried not to panic?
NO!


Did I fall in love with my daughter the moment I saw her? (I should because this is what I wanted for past few years)
NO!


Did I feel out of the world and got emotional when she latched so good on my breast ? (Many latching photos with mom's emotional tears came into my mind)
NO , I screamed out of pain and I wanted her to take off her mouth.


I broke down and cried when the doctor said she is 2.7 kg, Female. The gender did not register in my mind at all as I was shocked to know she is just 2.7 Kg and felt as a mother I failed big time


The cleanliness freak I was, I am not able to keep myself clean9. I cursed whoever said C-section is simple, I cursed the people who said normal delivery mothers are brave and C- section moms are not.


I'm not here to discourage anyone I'm here to let you all know every woman differs and your personality doesn't help when it comes to giving birth.

 

It's okay to break down and cry.

It's okay to be a coward.

I'm still learning, I'm still getting used to my daughter, I'm still trying not to sulk when she cries for my Milk. We both have longgggg way to go!

If this post made any of the perfect moms offended, I'm sorry.

 

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Richa Chowdhary

Congratulations

ritu singhal

So true becca,i second ur thoughts. I use to cry like hell,felt like jumping down from 8th floor,was getting into depression and thing is nobody understands this. My huby said u shud be happy,this is what u wanted a child,find ur happiness in her,but can u really do that in initial days,i wasnt able to! Now we both( me and my gal rehu) have settled down with each other..

Vimal Surve Jaiswal

This is so well written.

Gunita Bahekar

can totally relate to this... in my initial days I was so much depressed.. but now my daughter is the source of my smile n happiness..

Sachi Singhal

Such a honest confession. Each piece of information mentioned is true. You expressed it so well. It seem you have read my mind and expressed it beautifully here. In love with this post. 💕😘💞👏

Neeti Goel

I just loved this article. As if someone has spoken my mind. I was given just half n hour to prepare myself for c sec after having 14 hrs of labor

Deepika

True rebacca...

Binu Roy

Truly; if i say i was very happy when i came to know that i m pregnant after 11 years of my marriage . I felt like; top of the world; because i know how much; i have been suffered so badly.
So when i saw my darling daughter face my tears came out.............; that was the greatest moments of my life.😍😙😙😙; after coming back to; home; my life was totally change. All the family members were behind us . We feel soooooooooooo blessed with our baby (krystal Grace Roy) .love; you so much dear. life without you was nothing and life with you is EVERYTHING.

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