I always keep myself loaded with positive vibes and think everything happens for a reason.. I tell to myself those to hurt or speak bad behind let them n few things..
But sometimes I really can't maintain the limit and feel broken.. If I see back I am the one who thinks about everyone n b flexible to opinions.. But others includes people at home too behave selfish. Moreover my husband too till now it's three to four times he has supported rest million times he has never understood my feelings. Even Wen am low he says nothing gonna change so leave n keep mind fine. That's all. Inalws ultimate.. They speak to me only before Dr checkup n after checkup..Asking that many personal questions. Did they do internal examination u get discharge is ur nipple sore total crap. If they r in good mind they talk well if not like a stranger. Really pathetic I want to ignore but not able to. Always kneen on baby weight.. That's the highlight.. They never ask about me or anything.. First baby weight.. Highlight is even they were expecting baby n delivered too.. I haven't asked any questions n moreover they never opened about their things. Then why I alone should share when am really not interested.. I feel like need a shoulder to cry n share.. I know this is not the right time to put everything.. Baby is my first priority but sometimes these ppl r annoying..